a guidance

salam.

dear _ _ _ _

i don't know why i had been feeling like this. i must admit the fact that i do like him and letting him know the fact is the last thing i ever do. this is typical me. i tend to hide my feeling and let it go. i never do anything to tell nor to win him, no effort at all. but now, this situation seem so much difficult to me. i just can't bear seeing him. even though watching him from far would means heaven to me but now it reminds me of my weakness, my failure. never thought that admiring someone will make me emotionally unstable like this. ya allah, is this love? i don't know because i never been in love before...


dear Allah, i really need your guidance to face this. the clock is ticking...