Friday, December 30, 2011

5th week : EAC Chase Farm


WARNING : Long entry, lots of medical jargon.

3 days at Emergency assessment centre / acute assessment centre, Chase Farm. this is an emergency mental health centre who offers assessment on possible mentally ill patient, new or relapse case. Operates 24/7.


Monday&Tuesday:
Bank holiday, ataupun cuti umum, bukan cuti untuk org yang kerja bank sahaja.



Wednesday:
first day at EAC. gugup dan gagap. tapi orang disini seperti biasa, super nice. I met Mohamad, who was a charge nurse there and he introduce me to other staff, sheeba who is another nurse, Dr Black the Psychiatrist, ( his a white guy anyway), Rob (Admin worker), and the receptionist whom I forgot her name. aiya! I was expected to learn more about how this unit function, their routine and liaison with other unit and they would like me to participate with assessment on patient, of course with a senior nurse assessor. oh ya, here, nurses here are called nurse assessor because basically, they do assessment on patient.

what I learned?

- the flow of case referral. there were registration (for first contact patient), fill in form and rio, record in referral book, assessment, triaging of case. triaging is where they decide whether the patient is really acute or not.
    * more of social problems and need support system : reffered to service line e.g. Bureau of drug alcohol
                                                                                    service, or other social services.
    * Not acute, able to be treated in community : Primary Community Mental Health treatment (PCMHT)
    * Acute : will be assessed again with members of HTT to see if patient need ward admission or can be
                   seen at home basis. HTT is basically a gate keeper to ward admission.

achievements:
- observed mental health assessment
- written patient observation and assessment outcome on RIO.
- Written the risk assessment on RIO.


Thursday:
was a productive day. I was introduced to Judy and Neela, whom both are nurses.

learning:

1.  Mental health act.

- how patient are to be sectioned in different2 setting.
- there are one clause that lined the nurses authority to detained pt in ward if he/she wished to abscond. for Psychologist, only those approved by sectioned 12 (which they need to sit for exam) are allowed to section patient.
- The act can be used with one another. and if there is a need to detained pt for a longer period, sectioned must be renewed before it expires.
- patient are sectioned because they refuse assessment and treatment eventhough they are at risk of harming self and others. they are detained for further assessment in wards and/or treatment.
- there are other section for forensic cases where i don't really read in depth, nice to know je, kat malaysia pakai law lain.
-Patient dan carer sangat tahu tentang hak mereka kat sini.

2. Assessment at ward setting with Psychiatrist. sama jugak dengan assessment kat EAC cuma lain sikit approach.

3. Assessment patient yang ade personality disorder with Kwadwo (nurse). haish, penat dengar orang yang putar belit cerita ni. Tapi menarik jugak la. kene pandai assess betul2. next, assessment on suicidal patient, who intoxicate self with pills and alcohol.

Achievements:
- Neela help me a lot today. I was able to go through all the documentation from scratch!
- jejak kaki kat wad medikal. ya, macam wad hukm. baju nurse pun warna biru jugak. tapi patient sini pakai baju sendiri, xde uniform. doktor pun x pakai da white coat. infection control maybe...


Friday :

Mohamad was in today and he asked me to start the assessment of one of the patient. arghh..ketaq lutut tapi excited! tunggu punya tunggu sekali patient tu abscond dari A+E. ape da nasib. Had lunch with Neela today, she tells stories about her hometown mauritius. turns out that Mauritiius sound familiar with Malaysia, in terms of its diverse ethnicity and religions, like she is christian and Mohamad is Muslim. kat sana pun ada orang cina dengan india, melayu tak sure. also learned that UK used to import a lot of nurses from Mauritius, patut la ramai nurse dari mauritius kat sini.

learning :
- had chance to communicate with patient during assessment, asked few questions. though is not a full assessment, tapi ade la something. huhu.

- decided to stay back late. sedih tak dapat tengok mental health act section 136. last week banyak case, minggu ni xde pulak. ape yang best sangat section 136 tu?? sebab meriah. tengok patient di escort oleh polis, ade ambulance, ade keta polis. tapi yang penting nak tengok macam mana law itu di aplikasikan. yang lain2 tu entertainment je. section 136 ialah kuasa yang ade pada polis untuk menahan siapa2 yang membuat kacau di tempat awam, yang mana siapa2 itu mempunyai contact dengan mental health service. bahasa inggerisnya: power held by police to detained a well known mental health patient who caused ruckus  or imposed threat to community or to self in public area. Lasted for 72 hours, so pt need to be reviewed by psychiatrist within that time, to decide whether he/she need to be put under other section or not.

achievement:
-x dapat tengok 136, section 2 pun jadi la. section 2 Mental heath Act ialah right to detain patient for 28 days for assessment in wards. meriah la, ade polis bawak patient in handcuff. woo, rupanya dari pukul 1tgh hari patient tu da kene tahan dalam ambulance dengan polis, pukul 7 baru sampai hospital. Polis yang bawak patient tu pun semua baik2 belaka, ade nak dekat 6 orang jugak la.


Masuk ward untuk pinjam kerusi roda. staff sana garang. Diorang tanya kenapa tak ada tag. I said I was temporary student, but they were still unsatisfied which is sooooooo obvious in their expression. well, though they were right to inquire identification from me, they could ask it in more 'friendlier' manner. dah la noob gler td nak bukak pintu pun tak reti. adeh malu nye.. huuu, takut plak nak posting kat ward.


Overall, best posting kat EAC sebab tak tahu kes apa yang akan datang. ade yang manipulative, ade yang betul2 aggressive, ada yang sihat wal afiat je, ada yang betul2 disturb dengan suara. yeah I like it here. staff sporting, siap buat appoinment lagi nak ambik gambar sebelum balik malaysia. hmm.. sayangnya 3 hari je ade kat sini. Dah kenal dengan ramai staff, makin berat hati nak tinggalkan Chase Farm hospital.....

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Boxing day

assalamualaikum


It's the days after christmas that excite me the most. Boxing day! Mula-mula ingatkan ape la boxing day tu, rupanya hari orang keluar shopping. Memang macam nak boxing pun. Jalan sikit kene tolak, kene langgar beg org, bakul orang, stroller baby. hadeh. Tapi serious nak pengsan tengok harga diskaun barang-barang kat sini. (simptom penyakit shopaholic datang balik). Memang gila la, sampai 70% untuk barang2 branded. Selfridges, Adidas, Swarovski, ZARA, GUESS, Hamleys, huh, crowded sampai kene que untuk masuk.


Rasanya orang kat London shopping setahun sekali je kot, sebab beg shopping masing2 penuh melimpah ruah dengan barang. Selain tu pelancong dari merata pelosok dunia pun ade datang shopping. Orang Malaysia tak yah cakap la, toleh je muka orang melayu, adoi dah rasa macam kat Malaysia pulak.


by the way...this is Oxford Street, heaven for shopaholic. Branded stores to economic supermarkets, souvenirs stall, just name it and you'll find it here.


Tengok price tag dalam harga pound rasa bahagia je hati nak membeli, tapi bila convert RM, mau muntah darah dibuatnya.. Tapi kalau orang yang memang minat designers brand, tak rugi beli sebab beza harga ratus jugak la dengan harga kat Malaysia. Apakan daya, tak mampu jugak nak beli. tunggu la ade gaji sendiri.


So masuk la kedai yang kurang sikit jual designers brand. contohnya Primark. Dengan 5GBP pun bley dapat at least sehelai top yang cantik. but there's a catch, look properly at the goods you've chosen. don't just buy for quantity, mind the quality. after all you re spending in GBP. and yeah, as usual, disebabkan melaut manusia yang datang shopping kat sini, traffic pun jammed.


waa..bahagia nya. My 'Shopaholic' dream to shop in street of London dah tercapai. I spent the most compared to Gervanne and Joanne but still within my budget. *sigh...I rarely shop with list. Just do it on impulse. people label it as freestyle shopping. ada pulak macam tu. Most of shops here provide this big cloth bag for shopper to stuffed in all the goods that catches their eyes. I never took any of those cause I know I'll end up filling them up unconsciously. pegang kat tangan je la. nanti da lenguh tu maksudnye da terlebey suda ambil barang. so this is another tips to avoid overspending in UK. 
Do NOT TAKE THEIR BIG CLOTH BAG!!! 


Whatever it is, I'm satisfied with my 'catch' today. No regrets!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Hamleys Toys Store

assalamualaikum..

Anyone who feels that growing up sucks, here's might be the reason that make you feel that your childhood is way better~~

MENAN!!!!!!
(bak kata adik dalam citer tom tom bak!)

scream factors for boys~~



Welcome to Hamleys, 
home for toys lover, kids and those who refuse to grow up..
headache for parents


Sunday, December 25, 2011

M&m's World


assalamualaikum

This is the second chapter of going places..London. you can read chapter 1 if you like. Do you have a sweet tooth? Can't stand a sight of chocolates without your hand itching to grab it and pop it into your mouth? If you are then this is a place to include in 'Must See' list if you are touring London.

Taraa!!!!!!!
M&m's World!!!!!!

jom berunut-runut masuk~~
pictures worth thousand words. sebenarnya malas nak menulis. layan la gambar2 kat bawah ni haa..


Friday, December 23, 2011

Merry in a Hurry

assalamualaikum...

I'd heard about this 'Secret Santa' game, discussed among the members of HTT since the end of November.  I personally know what this game is all about and decided that I don't really want to join them. I don't celebrate Chrismast but I do respect their celebration and enjoyed the holidays given. Anyhow, I thought they'll do it somewhere else. Yesterday, the day had finally come. Turns out that the exchanging gift process was done at our very own small office. (huh, 'our' konon!).

By the way, Secret Santa is all about exchanging gift for Christmas. Present were given anonymously within a group. They celebrate in in humble and simple way. 

Italian cake and crackers. satu pun aku tak rasa...tak tahu asal usul~~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

muhasabah

assalamualaikum...



Rasa sedih. 

Mungkin...
                 ....doa yang terjawab itu bukan semata-mata kurnia daripada Allah kepada hambaNya yang
                     berusaha.

Tapi.....

                 ....tak lebih sekadar ujian samada hambaNya itu sungguh benar taat atau bagai lalang yang sering
                     leka dibuai haluan angin. Mudah berubah.


Rasa sakit.

                ....bila diperingatkan bahawa diri ini telah leka dalam rahmatnya. Sakit fizikal yang mungkin
                    sekadar kecuaian diri. Barangkali ada hikmah tersembunyi dibalik perkara yang terjadi.

 
Rasa takut...

Kerana....
 
                ....seperti gagal jadi hambaNya yang kekal taat bila ada ujian yg diberi dibalik rahmatNya. Perlu  
                    muhasabah diri. Perlu lebih kuat lagi. Semoga aku tidak leka dan Allah tak jatuh murka.



Sunday, December 18, 2011

Florence Nightingale Museum

assalamualaikum

hari ini, kami telah menjejaki Florence Nightingale (FN). yup, we had found the Florence Nightingale Museum. yay! It is situated in Lambeth Palace Road, if you ride a bus, stop at Waterloo station and within ten minutes walk, there you are, The Florence Nightingale's Museum!

yeah, gagahkah diri meredah angin sejuk, lagi dua minit nak sampai nih..

Saturday, December 17, 2011

3rd Week is a...urm....

assalamualaikum..

It's already third week being here, in HTT Chase Farm Hospital. This is not my productive week. Been following few home visit and then spent the rest of the day at the office, reading books available at their bookself, which I read twice..most of them. hmm...everyone was just busy with their work, each wearing tense expression. but they are super nice people. They will still responds to me if I had anything to enquire. It's just, me, not really want to bother them when they are busy. So there I left, sitting for hours, reading through my case study.

On Monday, I was supposed to go home visit with CJ, a nurse there but turns out that most of his client today had tendency to be aggressive. So he just apologized and said I can't come. When he came back, he greeted me with surprised expression, asking

 'have you been sitting here all day long??' 

i answered,

 'nope, I went to the loo twice.'

and then he laughed, again said sorry for not being able to include me in his visit. He was the only nurse on duty in the team that day, the other one was a senior nurse-cum-team leader that happened to be so busy that day that I only catch his glimpse.


On wednesday, I woke up with massive headache and feverlike symptoms. I can't even stand straight. it's not migrain cause I don't experience photophobic. turns out it was PMS. ceh.. I inform them that I can't come and there goes a day wasted.


Today was not much different, but at least I was included in face to face Transfer of Care for a patient. The transfer of care marks the termination of care of patient by HTT and the role is resume by the patient's care coordinator. Care coordinator will be the one who will be incharge of the patient while they are in community setting. they can be doctor, community psychiatric nurse (CPN), or social worker. There was ECT session going on, but there's no staff from HTT are available to attend so there goes my chance. hmmm...



This is the downside of being an adult learner. You need to be independent yet an opportunist. Muka kena tebal bak kata orang melayu. I should have been bold and just ask any psychiatrist to join their assessment. Hmm...No time to laze around.


and..finally! Snow falls today! On my way to the hospital, it was raining and bit by bit, the rain drops start to crystalize and lastly, it formed a whitish soft ice drop callled SNOW! I was grinning excitedly walking under the snow while others were protecting themselves with umbrella. haha, what a way to end this gloomy week!


....it had not snowed heavy enough to this extent...




* loo = it's a british way of saying toilet.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

menu harian..

menu harian:

1. roti + tuna/telur goreng / enak dimakan begitu saja..
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2. biskut : biskut kering, biskut oreo..
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3. megi : kadang2 rendam, kadang2 masak dalam periuk tambah telur, kalau rajin pergi goreng
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4. nasi : opcoz dengan lauk. bergantung kalau sempat.
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.LAUK.

5. telur : rebus, goreng, masak sambal..
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6 kentang : goreng, masak sambal
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7. kacang buncis : goreng ngan bawang
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argh..nak makan daging, ayam, ikan!!!

huhu...

so, which one for dinner???








hmm....tengah google gambar roti..tiba-tiba gambar ni yang keluar.....
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hadeh, sampai keluar air mata aku gelak tgok tajuk dia. *gelak guling-guling : 'Roti Kapada Aur Makaan'. hahah bunyi macam 'Roti Kan Ada, Kau Makan!' huuu...huuu..huu...memang kene sebijik la kat aku. dah, jgn ngade2 pergi makan je roti tu..


ps: semua gambar ihsan google.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

'Bloody' Monday

Assalamualaikum...


It was 6.30am in the morning. there were no signs that the sun is rising. It was cold. too cold. I know that i'm late, but i'm too lazy to move. so I walk like a zombie, tip toed down the stairs, not wanting to wake other tenants from their sleep. I brushed my teeth with eyes half open. then, I took anything that I can reach in the closet to dress up. perform subuh prayers (yes it was late..).  Joanne and Gervanne were still in their la la land. I need to be early to catch two buses. or else I will be late to Chase Farm Mental Health Unit. Even then, I was still yawning and move like a snail. I slowly put on my hijab when suddenly a hot slimmy sensation was felt near my left nostrils. I took a glance at Gervanne's small rectangular pink coloured frame mirror and say..."oh it's blood.......



.....after few seconds.....




WHAAAT, IT'S BLOOD!!! OOZING BLOOD!!"



quickly, I applied the knowledge that I shared in class presentation during my first year. how to manage nose bleed (epistaxis). my index finger and thumb were used to applied soft pressure on my nose and tilt up my head slightly to stop bleeding. then i realize, hey, this is my first ever experience of epistaxis! past few days were just blood flakes that clogged up my nose. hmm, not something to be excited off.


but at least now I am 100% awake. and yeah, I'm 5 minutes delayed from my usual 'departure' timing to the hospital. yikes!

Friday, December 9, 2011

Kebab

assalamualaikum..

AMARAN: Tidak sesuai dibaca oleh mereka yang tengah lapar dan xde duit nak beli makanan.



Nak cerita pasal makanan lagi. sape suka makan kebab?? 


ya muzaffar muhaimin suka! my younger bro yang selalu cari kebab tiap2 kali pergi pasar malam. kat area north london ni memang banyak kedai jual kebab. kalau satu deret kedai tu ada 10 kedai, 4 daripada kedai tersebut adalah restoran yang jual kebab. macam2 nama ade. jadi sebab da selalu sangat tengok lama2 teringin pulak nak cuba. hmmm...mesti bahagia kalau ko duduk sini kan Mimin.


anyway, the place that catches our eye and stomach is called Sunshine Kebabs. it sounds weird with S at the back. it is right near to Primark (shopping place) in Wood Green.


ihsan website mereka, nak tengok klik kat sini

apa yang ade kat situ? 

they sells kebab la, but you can have it in form of burger, wraps or platte. you can either have chicken kebab or lamb kebab. just like any other fast food restaurant, you can order them in meal set with fries and drinks. selain tu salad, cheese burger ngan grilled chicken pun ade jugak.

fries yang besar-besar gedabak..cukup rasa kentang, memang sesuai la untuk orang yang gila kentang..


ala....sedap sangat ker??

sangat-sangat sedap. thumbs up! saing-saing dengan GCB kat McD la. i ordered chicken kebab burger with fries and drinks while Joanne had cheese burger. finger lickin' good!! 

tengok ayam dia melimpah ruah..lengkap la rasa dia. ada salad, tomato, bawang, cheese dan of course isi ayam or kambing, pilih mane korang suka. diameter, lebih besar daripada zinger burger KFC. yang paket biru kat atas sikit tu mayonaise. nyum..NYUM...



hmm..burp..waiter bill please!! 

harga agak affordable. mine was 3.99 pound. Joanne's 99 pence. yes, it is cheap in pound. but if you convert it, hmm, that's another case. (darab 5, gi congak sendiri..). Yang penting ade cop halal! yeah, support muslims' product!  



bad news utk kawan2 kat Malaysia, diorg belum buka cawangan lagi kat sana. paling dekat yang korg boleh pergi kat Australia. haha, pe punya cadangan la, pergi Australia semata-mata nak makan kebab. anyway, siapa2 yang nak buat bisnes, kalo tak salah ada peluang untuk bukak franchise. just bukak je website kat bawah ni haa...


till then....
burppp~~~~
Alhamdulillah....

Thursday, December 8, 2011

di sempadan halal dan haram

assalamualaikum..

menjaga batasan halal dan haram. hingga kini masih kurang selera makan..ada pilihan tapi tiada selera..

sebenarnya agak terkejut sebab ramai orang yang telah ditemui diutara london ini tidak mengetahui tentang makanan halal. rasanya, ramai juga saudara seagama di bumi UK ini, apatah lagi di kawasan menetap sekarang. agak susah juga memahamkan mereka kerana sikap mereka yang terlalu mahu tahu hingga tak tahu macam mana nak bagi tahu mereka. bagi mereka, semua restoran timur tengah itu halal, tapi pada mata ini, jika tiada tanda halal maka tidak halal la makanan yang disediakan disitu. malah, hanya untuk membeli roti sahaja pun perlu bagi diri ini untuk membaca setiap butir perkataan yang tertulis di bahagian 'ingredient'. hanya yang berasakan tumbuhan dan bebas alkohol sahaja yang dipilih. memang..memang diri ini cerewet. kerana jika ragu-ragu, bukan sahaja jatuh hukum syubhah, malah anak tekak juga rasa kembang, tak sanggup menelan.


dilema juga dalam menjaga hablum minannas dan habluminAllah.

perit. perit bila mereka mempelawa makan bersama, dan dengan rendah diri terpaksa menolak. terasa agak kurang menghormati orang lain disitu, tapi apakan daya, diri ini lebih menghormati tuntutan agama. sedaya upaya pelawaan itu ditolak dengan berhemah. mujur mereka memahami. pernah, sedang leka membaca nota pesakit, seorang rakan sekerja mempelawa makan jeli. tanpa sedar, tangan terus mencapai dan disuap ke mulut. tidak semena-mena, tekak terus memberontak, lantas dengan cepat berlalu ke tandas dan memuntahkannya kembali. rupanya terlupa, bukankah majoriti jeli disini mengandungi gelatin, dari sumber yang sudah pastinya haram. patutlah rasa pun semacam. terima kasih tekak kerana mengingatkan otak yang mungkin sudah lesu. tidak tahu apa hukumnya, yang pasti, Allah tahu sungguh aku tak sengaja. dan Allah itu maha pengampun.


pizza at Vapianno..nampak sangat sedap, sayangnya tidak halal~~


jujur, sangat menghargai keprihatinan mereka dalam memastikan diri ini tidak kebulur di musim sejuk yang dinginnya makin menyeksa hingga ke tulang keting. mujur, tempat mastatutin sementara ini berjiran dengan kawasan Islam. Ya. kawasan Tottenham, yang mana hijab dan tanda halal di kedai2 tidak lekang dimata. ya, sekurang-kurangnya Allah telah tunjukkan jalan, jadi, pandai2 lah nak hidup.



hanya air masak untuk mengisi perut...dan menjaga hubungan sesama manusia..


ps: Vapianno adalah restoran Itali yang berkosepkan dapur (kitchen concept). bila anda masuk, pekerja mereka akan beri satu kad ala2 kad atm, yang akan merekod order yang dibuat. carnya, masa order, beri kad pada kitchen crew dan mereka akan swap, ala2 macam swap kad kredit bila overbudget masa shopping tu. lepas tu, kalau pesanan yang memerlukan pelanggan menunggu, mereka akan beri satu alat beeper. bila makanan siap beeper tersebut akan berbunyi 'beep..beep..action kamen!' oops, ok, xdelah, bunyi vibrate je. lepas tu pegi lah collect makanan kat kaunter. and yeah kalo korg bace betul2 ada satu benda yang reatoran ni xde, hah korang perasan x? cepat teka-teka...


mesin beeper dengan kad order

mesti pasta dia sedap kan..ramai org..haha, bukak la branch yang halal, boleh la cuba..

table presentation..bukan arak, cuma garam, pepper, cili, minyak zaitun dan yang itam tu x tau..

ya, disini xde waiter pun, yang ade tukang jaga kaunter pembayaran dengan tukang kemas pinggan je. masa order pun, direct dekat chef yang akan masak makanan tersebut. jimat kos kan??!! anyway, restoran ni x halal, just nak kongsi je sebab suka konsep dia. kalau kat Mak yong pun buat konsep mcm ni kan bagus, x payah tunggu lama, tunggu beeper vibrate je pastu terus ambik makanan.


p.s.s: relative gervanne yang belanja dinner kat sini, kalau tak, tak jejak kaki pun..tak mahu dan tak mampu..

LOA

assalamualaikum...

Untuk mengelakkan pembaziran, i'm better off starving..even three small packets off biscuits with 3 in one drinks for a day are enough to make me survive...for those who concern of my eating habit, thank you and sorry for not being able to go with your advice...

mungkin rindu air tangan mak~~

mood: Loss Of Appetite..

Sunday, December 4, 2011

home treatment team

assalamualaikum...

it's been three days, at Home Treatment Team, mental health unit, Chase Farm Hospital. So far, things had been interesting. I've involve in home visit with different line of profession, psychologist, nurses, and social workers. before you get more confuse, let me brief a bit on how their mental health system works.

nursing in UK were trained according to 5 areas of specialties: general nursing, peadiatric nursing, maternity nursing, learning disability nursing and lastly, mental health nursing. Every nurses who specialiazed in mental health nursing will soon join the mental health services, governed by National Health Services (NHS). NHS is like KKM in Malaysia.

ok, Mental health services here rarely admit patient in wards, since they had abolished asylums and due to limited number of beds in wards. their system promotes treatment of mentally ill patient in community based. To   do so, teams such as home treatment, primary care treatment and community mental health treatment was set up. I'm still not clear on how different2 unit function, but this is basically how things works there.

the one i'm attached to currently is called home treatment team (HTT). this team is considered as front liner and operate 24/7 and staff works in shift. whenever a patient is sent to mental health unit emergency, regardless new admission or case of relapse, they are considered as 'acutely ill'. HTT's members will perform assessment to decide whether that patient needed to be hospitalised or can be treated at home. when they decide NOT to hospitalised that patient, then their roles begin.

they will start by assessing the patient at home or at hospital or primary care center, and determine plan of care (i.e: identification of problem, frequency of visit, medication, social needs and etc.). Their intervention only applies during acute phase, and ended when patient was able to engage with reality and comply with treatment, usually for 4 to 6 weeks. then, the HTT responsibility terminates when patient is assigned under care coordinator, under their respective GP.  erm..still not clear whether GP chose the care coordinator or vice versa.

anyhow, still got time to learn...till then~~~

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

first day..chase farm hospital.

assalamualaikum..

first day of attachment in UK for mental health elective. I thought we were supposed to be together. me, joanne and gervanne. how wrong was I. We were put in three different places. Me, at a hospital in Chase Farm, Gervanne in another hospital in St Ann, and Joanne in Community clinic in Edmonton.


Mine, is the furthest than the other two, an hour journey by buses. i say buses because i need to take two bus...and YES, yesterday, I'm scared with the idea of travelling alone. my shift started at half past 8 and ended at half past 4. it was dark by then since its winter.


but today, i've found the silver lining; putting aside the part where I get lost while allocating the mental health building. Chase Farm is a big hospital! there are a lot of other units, like hospital in Malaysia.


I was concern about how the people there will accept me. i thought i will be left to hang around doing nothing important (just like most of the time when posting in UKM ;p). again. I was WRONG! what Mr U said back in UKM was soooooooo true!



everyone was warm and friendly. I was introduce to my mentor Mr Heubert and was taken to a home visit. on my first day! that was fast! they also have two staff who originate from Malaysia. yay, jumpa orang kampung!!! one of them, Allison were kind enough to take me to the cafe and order some halal food for me. at last, i finally see rice. After 3 days lunch with oreo, I almost cry when I saw nasi. in terms of learning, the mentor is only there to enable what we need to learn.


Anyway, there are different team within mental health unit. The team that I'm attach with now is called home treatment team. they perform risk assessment to decide whether the patient need hospitalization or treatment in community base. They look after patient who are not violent enough to be hospitalized yet not stable to be left alone in community. The team work for short period with patient around 4 to 6 week before handing the patient to community team or their respective general practitioner.

Looking forward for tomorrow!

Sunday, November 27, 2011

touch down!

assalamualaikum...

after the flight delayed for 20 minutes, and what it seems like never ending flying hours (13 hours on board and bored..!!)

finally, we're in UK!!

ok this is in LCCT, before checking in the luggages..


 our flight took of around 10am in morning from Malaysia. the flight was arrange in a three column with 9 seats for every row.  i was seated next to a blonde lass with her father, while Gervanne and Joanne sat near to each   other. throughout the journey, the young girl was actively talking to her father in her British accent, which sublimely enters my mind while i slept. [ yeah right :') ] Later, I started to sound like them. a bit.

killing the boredom with psychology facts..

upon arrival at Gatwick Airport around 4pm in UK (that is 8 hours later from Malaysia), we quickly check in the UK border, with my backpack killing my spine and palpitation, worrying that we will face the same things that happen to our previous senior. (they were detained for almost 12 hours due to visa). turns out that the officer was nice, and we had no problem passing through!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

then we collect our luggage and find our way to the tube that heads to Victoria station and directly to our final destination, King's Cross. however, the train were not available on weekend. ad so these three little creatures among those tall british people; with bags who weigh fit enough to make your spine suffer, had to take detour. the other option left is to go to London Bridge station from Gatswick Airport, find the tube that heads to King's Cross (it is in the northline!) and from King's Cross, take a bus to where we were staying right now.


'jet lag' face, it was already 1am in Malaysia around this time..I haven't slept much.

one thing that fascinate me about people in UK is their willingness to help others.at first we were being cautious not to let strangers took our bags, but it seem though they are not only offering the help to us, but also to local people in need. hmm, i guess, it's just their culture.


so to cut thing short, here we are, finally in our residential place, somewhere in Stoke Newington, UK. It's 2 am in UK now and my fingers are freezing. till then!




Saturday, November 19, 2011

dreams

assalamualaikum..

source: harian metro 18th nov '11

dream...is it a short form of Don't Really Ever Anticipate Miracle...

do you ever dream? do your dream ever come true? are your prayers always get answered? the girl, in the picture up there, is a prove that dream do come true...if you put effort to make it happen.

for me, dreams = imagination + effort.

if you get what you dream without effort, that is merely being lucky.

talking about the girl in the picture up there, remind me of the day I received my UPSR result. the reminiscent of that time, when the white baju kurung and navy blue coloured sarong was my uniform, almost make my tears fell

 ...back then....I was crying too, when my name was called among those who did well in the exam. the feels of having achieved things that you want in your life is priceless. but of course, if you want to gain, you need to face the pain. this girl, giving by the circumstance she's in, at that very young age, was able to achieved what she wants. so why can't us?

I have a lot more of my dreams that has yet to be achieved. but I always remind myself that I had achieved lot before this so it's ok if my other dreams are not answered.

So....don't choose to stop dreaming. Start working for that dream....than the opportunity will come along the way...


to study abroad is the 'achieved' goal, visit PARIS is another dream to be achieve...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

nak sangat-sangat!!!!!




sebelum berangkat pergi ke kota London lagi 2 minggu....mahu sangat2 memiliki benda ini....

SONY CYBERSHOT DIGITAL CAMERA WX30/V


 ........lagi2 yang warna ungu kat depan tu..argh..so tempting!

kenapa???

16.2 MP tu.....

sebab boleh menghasilkan gambar yang sangat clear..walaupun zoom. 10kali lagi clear daripada kamera digital yang biasa. biasa means kamera digital sony yang model sebelum2 ni...

ade optical steady shot. nak tangkap gambar sambil lari pun boleh. ambil video sambil jalan pun tak de gegar2....

Sebab ade warna ungu!!!

harap2 cukup wang untuk membeli...harga standard RM999.00. GULP!!...
tapi pernah jumpa harga around RM700+-

semoga impian tercapai~~

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

conteng

tak sangka...
rupa-rupanya.....
dah lama tak pegang pensel....
asyik mengetuk keyboard, menaip assignment..
bila pegang pensel...
tiada tulisan yg terbentuk..
hanya ada lakaran...

.......

sibuk betul hidup disini..
sampai lupa...
saya dah lama tak melukis...






lakaran tu melambangkan emosi...tengok, hasil contengan pun muka tension...

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

NANSYM 2011


assalamualaikum..


2nd National Nursing Student Symposium (NANSYM) was held in UIAM Kuantan on 22nd october '11. yeah, out of all the time in the world, i chose to join this symposium in the midst of insane scheduled and tons of write up. bravo! you are brave nisa!.

this is the main hall for the ceremony to take place. it's in their Kuliyyah of Science. Nursing students in UIA are blessed to have their own faculty, which they addressed as Kuliyyah Of Nursing. It is approximately 15 minutes away from their main campus in Kuantan (minus traffic jam); if you are travelling with engine powered vehicle. if you are late than you are late, no one can help you..
Well fair enough, here in UKM we are blessed with our own hospital and hostel within walking distance. If you are NOT an early bird like me, at least running to class is still possible..  




yeah, our seat are labeled. see there. reserved for UKM! Only four of us from UKM; me, Gervanne, and two juniors : Muazam and Atifah


outdoors view. with gervanne, occupied with her presentation text



Entrance of Kuliyyah of Science.


later in the evening, we were scheduled to follow a visit to UIAM's Nursing skills lab in their very own faculty.

this is where their class takes place. The Kuliyyah of Nursing and Medicine (different faculty, same building) is situated near to Kuantan Parade. or is it Kuantan Mall? owh, forgive me for my forgetfulness. there's just too many things cramped in my brain right now..

Their Kuliyyah was on second floor. On your left of the above picture is where their skills lab is situated. Their skills lab is their WOW factor. one of the most advance skills lab in Malaysia I supposed. I'll write about it later!



 Oh yes, we had dinner that night. this was the portion that I successfully take, along with a bowl of mi hoon sup and cendol.  It was ok. Maybe I don't prefer buffet style of dinner if you ask me, especially when you have to queue according to table while your stomach was producing extra gastric acid. It's a torture~~~

with comrades from UiTM and Kolej Politek Mara (KPTM) 



overall, the aim of this symposium is to discuss the future of nursing profession, especially for fresh graduated nurses who seem to face difficulty to get placements. insane right, here and there they advertised shortage of nurses and yet these scholar end up jobless. I don't know. perhaps, there will be better future for us. until then....



respect need to be earn. If we want nursing to be respected as a profession, we must show that we are professional in our work. that is the real challenge in nursing.



Wednesday, October 26, 2011

...blank stare...

assalamualaikum...

Its weird how a sight of a person can turn your world around. Enough to turn your fear into strength. I'm just not in the mood of doing things, yet I have few big assignments to complete within a REALLY short time. yeah, i'm suffocating....I'm losing my motivation at the wrong time. may be, just may be, a glance of him may uplift my spirit...to at least help me draw a smile on my face and keep strong to accomplish what I am expected to do...
   
                                                  till then, just don't loose yourself... keep focus...and be strong...please...

Friday, October 21, 2011

ASSignmeNTS...

 assalamualaikum....

stress itu normal untuk pelajar.

eh, tertukar bahasa pulak!! disebabkan rasa nak termuntah menulis proposal research dalam bahasa inggeris, saya sudah trauma dengan bahasa itu. haha, bukan la..saja rasa nak menulis dalam bahasa melayu pulak.


ok, balik pada stress tadi, student mana yang xde assignment. Sebagaimana budak-budak sekolah x dapat lari dari homework matematik, karangan dan yg sewaktu dengannya; begitu jugak la pelajar universiti x boleh dipisahkan dengan ASSignments..bezanya cuma, kat sekolah kalau homework tak siap, cikgu denda, kalau kat U assignment x jalan, bye2! markah kene potong tanpa belas kasihan. x de nye lecturer nak suruh berdiri luar kelas ke, denda jalan itik ke. sebab tu kat sekolah dulu homework cepat siap. negative reinforcement tu kadang2 bagus juga. kalau guna pendekatan terlalu humanistic, ni la jadinya....bersenang lenang dulu, last minit baru terkejar assignment. nak buat macam mana, saya suka kerja last minute!



Perkara2 normal yang dilakukan sepanjang proses menyiapkan assignment; secara sedar atau luar sedar....
 
1. crack your head...pecah kepala fikirkan nasib kenapa la banyak sangat assignments..

brainstorming, brain on fire....otak mula ligat, muka nampak kelat..
yg tengah tu cik sappa, dia bukan anggota Fantastic Four yg ade power hasilkan api tu..tp dia boleh jadi 'berapi' kalau  kerja mula menimbun...tp masih x boleh lawan betapa 'berapinya' lecturer kalau assignment tak hantar..
2. cari semula di mana larinya sesuatu yang bernama KERAJINAN. sebab, idea selalu ade, tapi rasa rajin nak buat kerja tu yg tak de..

cari dimana idea bersembunyi..


3. berdoa & tawakkal. tapi kalo dapat assignment terus skip kat step ni, memang sampai bila pun x kan siap assignment tu.
DOA itu perlu, tapi USAHA itu penting jugak.

bila buntu perlu berdoa minta petunjuk....di permudahkan hendaknya segala urusan..,


bila di baca semula, tatabahasa bahasa melayu saya sudah tidak indah lagi. owh, harap2 cikgu BM sekolah dulu tak TERjumpa dan TERbaca blog ini. 

ok, perlu berhenti merepek dan mula bekerja!

Friday, October 14, 2011

the unsung leader

assalamualaikum..

A man is the leader of himself. If we direct ourselves to be a good person, then we will become a better person eventually. Yes, we are the unsung leader.


I was glancing through the 'hall of fame' of our nursing department while waiting for the English teacher whom may help us in translating our research questionnaire. The faces of seniors, dressed in their graduation robe. They has this some sort of glow. The look that say ' We love nursing and we'll bring change '. I can't help but wondering if they still have that same 'glow' or has it withered away.......


and so I ask myself,  what will I become once I took the step out of this nursing school?

'Can I serve the purpose of my profession well???'

'To what extent is my 4 years stores of knowledge be applicable???'

and the worse is.....

' Will I eventually be 'desensitize' with  the common practices that 'degrades' the nursing image???'

haaa...will I lost that 'glow'??


and while I was looking for a case study in ward, I witness something...

A senior, who is giving nursing care to a patient...and took time to actually talk to the patient and her relatives, explaining what the procedure and always reassess the patients' comfort. Still practicing what were taught in this nursing school....and still has that glow...


so I tell myself, what ever I do, in the end I'm the one who'll decide who I will be...for I am the leader of myself...and I too, want to have that 'glow' everlasting.....


3 years back......................
aren't we glowing? (maybe due to effect of editing~~)
by the way, its SARJANA, not SAUJANA. Saujana is a 'nasyid' group, though the way we lineup do look like a nasyid group...haha..


Sunday, October 9, 2011

absurd

assalamualaikum..



http://www.emocutez.com

A small, unimportant things done by a particular person can throw a festive in my heart...
somehow..it drew a smile on my face..
and 
made me forget the reality for a while.....

to shop or not to shop....


assalamualaikum..


Shopping for UK posting. yay! I love shopping!
Then, the excitement just died, vanished.......... winter clothing are expensive!
I surveyed Universal Traveler for thermal wear and let out a long sigh looking at its price.....  RM199.00.

                                        "It's the one with highest quality", said the salesperson.
 
I stood there, thinking.............

my heart screamed ' just take it!!!!'
but my mind reason out  'looks like quality isn't my priority now'

So I thanked the salesperson and left the store as I glanced over their beautifully made collections of winter coats.

Ok...there's no need to be sad. I can continue my shopping in UK....hopefully!! I heard that things are much affordable there. As for now, maybe I should just shop a thing or two that I can afford.  Now let see what i already have....


Winter's ears cover... 
a gift from my sister. 



A pair of hand glove from Sox World....



ok two pairs, I was planning to buy everything in black but the one in purple shades are SOOO tempting..

.

 Winter scarf...
100% Wool...and hand made.

It took me almost 3 weeks to finish this....after undoing and redoing it for 3 or 4 times..I haven't done this for quiet some time...



and a Winter Coat....
from F.O.S in Mid Valley..
It's warm enough, but i don't no if it'll feel the same over there.  

Things that I don't have:
1. A comfortable pairs of socks.
2. sweatshirts (maybe...)
3. A pair of nice, comfortable boots (might buy it over there)
4. Medications
   - PCM for anticipated fever, headache
   - mist spray to prevent nasal bleed
   - antihistamine for allergic rhinitis.
   - lip balm
4. Food supply
5. Travel insurance

There's just a lot to squeeze in my tight budget. Huuu....its time to shop well!


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