slm..
when you are down to no choices, believe, that He will always opens other opportunities for you to start again. yes, a mistake is a mistake. you will be punish, looked down, hated by those who use to love you, those who used to be called family..or..friends. and of course, you'll feel depressed, burdened and the world seemed to crush on you.. but please... don't ever unleashed those tormented feeling on something that considered as the greatest gift Allah had to offer to his greatest creation. they were the reason for you to smile, for you to govern your loss strength, the purpose for you to keep on living. please..stop already. do not disregard them..DO NOT kill them!!
stop abusing your child and please STOP abandoned them in the worst way a sane mind could ever think of.
seeing those abandoned babies in the peadiatric wards certainly left a scar to my heart. to think off someone so small to even understand the meaning of life, needed to survive this so called modern, insane world. and still they smile and giggles like everything is going to be fine, and nothing will hurt them. that just broke my heart. Ya Allah, for you are the Greatest, the Merciful, please be with them, make them strong and protect them from any harm.
