hari ni pergi main boling. tujuannya nak menyerap aura positif dan mengurangkan stress sekaligus nak hilangkan rasa berdebar nak masuk posting wad psikiatri minggu depan. tapi bertambah stress ade la..kenapa? sebab aku tak pandai main boling. Haha...tengok la berapa jer yang aku score..
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| hanya mampu geleng kepala sambil berkata 'teruk..teruk..teruk..'(style upin ipin) |
jadi dah terbukti, aku memang tak pandai main boling. sedih2 tapi nak buat macam mana, tangan aku mmg tak berapa nak lurus, baling straigt macam mana pun mesti masuk longkang jugak. hmm...kalau tak reti main bola orang panggil kaki bangku, kalau tak pandai main boling orang panggil ape ek?? tangan bangku ke? tapi tangan aku normal je. tak de ciri2 'bangku' pun. cuma bengkok sikit, kalo nak masuk tentera atau jadi polis mesti tak lepas. bak kate kawan aku tadi, kalau tangan tak lurus, nanti nak tembak perompak tertembak org lain..hehe tak pasal jer.
so? tak payah la nak stress kan diri, bukan semua perkara kita boleh buat dengan baik. hehe, think positif! i'm no good at bowling. that's all. THE END.
hehe, ok, time to get serious. there's a BIGGER issue to deal with now. mental health posting will be starting soon. to be honest, the ward gives me a creep. i have goosebumps during the ward orientation. well, the thoughts of being among those who are unpredictable and think TOO differently may be causing all this negative aura.
hmm, but again, i can't be judgemental right. huh...i need to tell this to myself over and over again. they are normal people so act normal in front of them. if anything bad do happens
untuk menambahkan lagi aura positif, kene la singkirkan perkara2 yang negatif. salah satunya bersukan. hmm...tak sabar nak tunggu hari sukan jabatan minggu depan. at least i can play something that i'm good at..
waaa...tak sabarnya~~~
