the blue sky effect

assalamualaikum..

everyone have something that helps to deescalate their stress. religious approach is almost always the effective method of psychotherapy...a way to share your worries and seek for guidance. don't get it wrong, psychotherapy doesn't mean that you're having mental problems, it's just a label on how to tackle your problem psychologically. Other than that, some chose to listen to music, do sports, reading, and the list goes on and on. for me, staring at a clear blue sky soothe me the best. extra effect if the sky is tainted by puffy, fluffy white things called clouds. the best therapy.

*some might find it weird as i tend to smile when i'm soothing. they might think that i'm some kind of alien that was looking a far to wherever or whichever planet i came from...*sigh.. 

lately, i've faced a lot of issue that make me rethink about the path that i chose for my future, the trust, responsibility and hope that i bear. questioning my capability and my choice. things that made me skeptical about my life in the next 3 or 4 years. i was dumbfounded,  lost my motivation. I forgot to look up the sky. because i'm either out early, when the sun hasn't shine, or home late, when sky is dark, or late in the evening, when my body is tired and my stomach almost scream to be fed. that is when i forgot to look up and say 'ahh, the sky is bright'.

and almost always, i seek for guidance to soothe my doubt and worries. and my prayers were answered the very next day. well at least i think that is the answer i'm looking for. i prayed for motivation, and there i got it. the glimpse of the one who have the 'blue sky' effect on me. i never understood, whenever my heart was burdened with problems that demotivates me, i will almost always cross path with the person with that 'blue sky' vibes. and it did uplift my motivation. so that should equals to an answered prayers does it?? 

maybe it means nothing...but for sure, it means something to me. to that 'blue sky' person, thanks for the inspiration.