assalamualaikum...
this is about me, babbling to myself about how i screwed up my study week and what i should do to stop this disaster!
did you ever feel like banging your head to the wall..? 
yes i did. so much about challenging yourself, trying to be different from others. i should have play safe and pick a cardiac case like most half of my course mate did. then i wouldn't have wasted my precious time trying to figure out how to write my case study.urgh!! i hardly begin!! served you right Nisa! phew...yes i'm whining! my alter ego is probably laughing out right now, saying 'i said so!' while my other half was trying to figure out how to solve this...
yes i did. so much about challenging yourself, trying to be different from others. i should have play safe and pick a cardiac case like most half of my course mate did. then i wouldn't have wasted my precious time trying to figure out how to write my case study.urgh!! i hardly begin!! served you right Nisa! phew...yes i'm whining! my alter ego is probably laughing out right now, saying 'i said so!' while my other half was trying to figure out how to solve this...huuu, ok calm down. pull yourself together. now what option do i have. my biggest problem now is how to explain the patient's diagnosis which presented with so many complications. i was too eager to write about nursing aspect of caring a ventilated patient. i forgot that her medical diagnosis shares the same important points. aiyoo..how should i begin. maybe i should just proceed with other parts that i already know, and sort out the other problem later. i don't know. i'm too stress to think, i'm still lacking of motivation to write....and to study..
-------------------> haah, somebody please slap me in my face! <---------------------
you know, when you are anxious about something, you'll tend to divert your attention from the source by doing other thing that make you feel good. i got that idea from one of the mental health lecture last sem. and guess what? it is true. i am shifting my attention to other things that is no where in the list of MUST DO list. see, i'm the living testimonial for that psychological theory. so to defy that theory, let just understand the concept first..
lets change this equation
normal self -> fear/anxiety source (EXAM, CASE STUDY) -> stress = not STUDYING
to....
normal self -> desensitizing of fearful sources, constant exposure and reduce intensity of fear (GROUP DISCUSSION, WATCH DRAMAS, SLEEP AND EAT WITH YOUR NOTES, KEEP CHANTING THAT EXAM WAS NOT A BIG DEAL) -> stress, but not tooo stress = ENJOY LIFE while REVISING
hah, the equation doesn't look right. but worth trying...
lets change this equation
normal self -> fear/anxiety source (EXAM, CASE STUDY) -> stress = not STUDYING
to....
normal self -> desensitizing of fearful sources, constant exposure and reduce intensity of fear (GROUP DISCUSSION, WATCH DRAMAS, SLEEP AND EAT WITH YOUR NOTES, KEEP CHANTING THAT EXAM WAS NOT A BIG DEAL) -> stress, but not tooo stress = ENJOY LIFE while REVISING
hah, the equation doesn't look right. but worth trying...
why oh why????
why students are stressed during study week...
why students are stressed during study week...
people were gossiping. .....
they said A had covers all the topics. she's so going to be in the dean list! have you read on **** yet? i heard that question is a favourite!
psychologically defeated student said:
huh? who said so? why didn't anyone told me??? i didn't
study hard enough. oh no i'm screwed!!
a prepared student will react:
oh, is it? then i'll just revised it while watching my korean series, don't worry, i have some ideas about that topic, i had a lectures on it before...i thought we all do? dean list is just another list. if i deserved it, then i will be listed. don't get me wrong, i love study, i just don't study hard~~
so????
better stop abusing 'study week' with a 'weak' way of studying!
enough of whining and start being productive!
signing off...i love EXAM~~~
